Black Star

I try to resist, that
I do not kill 
the father out of anger
I keep my truth to me, that
I do not have to die the death spirit
I hide in my word, that
I do not have to suffer 
the wrath of other
I appeal to my sense, that
I do not need to talk about my greed

I'm bleeding out, I made lazy
I live only for my death

I devour me in my hatred, that
I do not see let the evil pain
I lie to you with fire mouth, that
I do not have to pale 
yet sugarcoat from

I'm bleeding out, I made lazy
I live only for my death

I ride on the black star
help me, catching me when I lose
I ride on the black star
calls me of repeatedly calling me 

I earn the other's pain, that
I do not have to show my true self
I advise me of that from me
I do not need to hear 
what dismayed me

I'm bleeding out, I made lazy
I live only for my death

I announce today 
my black heart, that
I do not live like rotting animal
I free myself from my proud, that
I do not balancier the abyss close

I'm bleeding out, I made lazy
I live only for my death

I ride on the black star
help me, catching me when I lose
I ride on the black star
calls me calls me again and again